
Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in you. Show me the way I should go, for to you I lift up my soul.
Dear Mister God, for months I have prayed to you to bring M to repentance while I secretly wished he would never get back on his feet again (I'm sorry, I know that was wrong). However, for the past few nights, I have been getting these dreams of M again (how unsettling!). Before long, I found myself playing sleuth and found clues that M might actually be doing well after all. Mister God, I was so overcome with emotions that my body shook violently in fear. Was it an evil spirit or the guilt of lying to you about my feelings towards M? I have not been able to forgive and move on, worst of all, I was harbouring bad thoughts and evil wishing against M all this time whilst you had helped him get up again to face the world. My dearest Mister God, if he has truly repent and was forgiven by you, then you have answered my prayers (albeit my insincerity). I had no right to wish ill of him. Please forgive me, Mister God and please show me the way I should go forth now. I know I can't do this on my own, so please Mister God, please make today the last time I think of M and dream of him again. Mister God, please hear me as I ask this boldly through Jesus Christ. Amen. xx





