Now I saw heaven opened, and behold, a white horse. And He who sat on him was called Faithful and True, and in righteousness He judges and makes war.
Dear ones,
Last night I had a dream and ever since I have not been able to get it out of my head. And just now, whilst listening to the Christian radio, a guy said the very same things I dreamt about. I looked it up on Revelation chapter 19 and it was all there, my dream on the page before my eyes! I think I might have dreamt the second coming of Jesus! First, there were these people who looked like normal people but I knew there weren't just normal people. They had a purpose and an urgency. They were like floor managers making sure that the sets, technical equipment, props and audience were ready for the V.I.P. Then I stopped one of them and asked him what was happening. He looked at a list and asked,
"Are you Christian?"
"Yeaaa? Why?"
"You're not on the list."
"Huh? B..but...I've been followin..."
Angel Floor Manager man looked straight at me "It doesn't matter. If you don't believe, you're not a Christian. If you want to be saved, BELIEVE. Just BELIEVE."
Then I thought, "You mean....this is real? Jesus is real? All the bible teachings are real? They're not just moral teachings to make us live purposeful lives? You mean, the end of the world is like real real real REAL?"
He handled me a snap pea in a zip-lock bag (don't ask me) and I woke up with the same bag in my hand.
IT'S REAL, ALRIGHT!!
Ok...after that I woke up for real and there was no bag, no snap pea. But I still think it was a message from God.
Dear Jesus,
Is time running out for us? Is your name The Word Of God and are you going to lead your armies to earth and when you come, are you going to strike the nations and rule us with a rod of iron? But Jesus, why are you so angry at me? Why would you strike me and make me afraid of you? Do you not love me anymore? Am I so bad in your eyes? Do you hate me? Jesus, I love you but I don't know how to believe. I just don't know how to believe. Please don't come just yet. Please HELP ME believe before you come, okay Jesus?
Yours lovingly,
Need-to-believe
Kittycad
xxxx
3 comments:
yes jesus 2nd coming seems to be more n more pronounced. keep hearing it and theer seems to be more urgency.
patty god gave u tat dream not to put fear in u but bcoz he loves u and wans to show u the truth in that v personal dream. if u want to hear fr god bad enough He will show u. pray tat he show u what is the thing tat is stopping u fr believeing. we all pray alongside u too :)
xoxo
ma
Thanks Ma! I needed that. I had a taste of what it was like to have faith and believe back in Feb/Mar08. But lately, I'm just hanging on, thinking "When will I be good enough to have Jesus fill me up with the faith and power I experienced last year?" Now I'll be sitting there envious of anyone who had revelations / callings or anything that was from God and I'll be like "Why can't I be like them too?" I think my sinful, selfish & cynical nature is too strong that the harder I try, the faster I lose hope. I dunno what else to do except pray and wait for a miracle.
Kittycad,
Jesus Loves you when i read your message I got the chills. He is waiting for you with open arms He is Real Sis
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